Dear Dad

Dear Dad, 

It's that time to say good-bye for once. It's been over 10 years since I've lived under your house or even in the state of New Jersey. Since I've been 18 you have not been in my life. You father Kicked your only daughter out! Told her come get her stuff but then begged me come back home. Why so I could be under you're control forever. You always said I was not smart you all told me I had a disability with my reading and writing. That I wouldn’t get far reason I couldn’t go college out state. However, you wanted me on lock and key. I moved to Ohio where my mother is. Why she took me in no matter what. Well, for the past 10 years now I've been in Ohio and you have visited 2 times this whole time. I have gone New Jersey way more even times you didn't know about! You never wanted to know your grandson and first dad. You're first born grandson that you still don't know to this day Dad. He is 9 years old and knows he has Pop but other than that Dad you mean nothing to him why because your never around him! Why should I be the one making the effect to please you Dad. Why I've done things you asked me to be shoved off side. Well, my children will Never know you as Pop. Why Dad because you don't have the right be grandfather. My Poppop was at least there for me when I was little no matter what he didn’t care what crap you and Diane was going threw he was there for me Dad. Unlike you never being there for me same as my children! Sending money randomly every year does not fix things. I don’t ask for it and you think money pays off hurt. Well, it doesn’t Dad. Your new family is more important than your past family. The miller family don’t know me Dad. They only know what you have been telling them. Fact they wanted me never come around if I kept talking to Diane and the Girls but it's okay for my brother to keep in contact. However, I would be in the wrong. Well, I done with the games dad and bull shit reasons why you don’t come to Ohio and to events I invite you too. If you were a father at all you would have been here this whole time for me and my children. You would have been like there other great grandparents who come and travel to see them 4 times a year for week at time. However, no going with your new WIFE AND DAUGHTER and their family is more important than your own two kids and 3 grandchildren. Just remember you were happy you had me young because now you can go live life. Well, go live that life dad. Don’t bother ever contacting me again! Don’t ever bother contacting my children! The Miller family is not the same as I knew it growing up. I wanted to be there for Pops funeral however your daughters to POOR as you call your children to make the Trip! I made trip few months before that when you asked me too. I found a way. However, I was not welcome to Nanas funeral so why now my Pops. My Nana and Pop where always there for me as child dad. They raised us along with Diane. You were always GONE! That’s way I remember it I was always went to all events alone. However, you didn’t like me and I was not your step daughter I was not important. So, Dad hope your happy don't worry about me no more. New jersey is gone out my life now. Miller family means nothing to me no more. I've come realize I was holding out for Pop to finally tell you how it is. Well GOOD-BYE DAD. HOPE YOU HAVE GREAT LIFE!  

Love  

You're Only Daughter You Pushed Away